The day when you were still mine and I haven't said goodbye
The day when I still can call you 'mine'
The day when I haven't ruined everything
The day when I was still happy thinking about you
The day when everything was too beautiful to let go
The day when I still get to hold him close and listen to his heartbeat
The day when I can still taste his breath
The day when I can still look deep into his eyes and I could tell that he loves me so much
And today, I can only see things in my mind
The things that used to make me smile every single day
The things that keeps me through a bad day
The things that always stopped my tears from falling
The things that made me feel like I'm the luckiest person on earth
The things that I thought about every day and, smiling
I had to say goodbye, I had to let go first
Don't ever think that it's easy for me just because I didn't cry
These eyes might not be watery, but this heart is all shattered
Don't ever think I'm having all this fun without thinking deeply about what I've done
This lip might curved in smile, but the thoughts of you haunted me every single time
Don't ever think that you're the only one who's devastated
I might look well on the outside, but I'm all broken on the inside
Don't ever think that I don't love you anymore
You never know that I'd give my life just for a warm hug from you
Don't ever think that I am tough because I am not at all
I maybe sound alright, but I'm screaming in pain inside
Don't ever think that I'm so mean, by leaving you just like that
I leaved you because I care, I don't want you to crushed and burned
You weren't there when I needed you the most
You don't know how scared I was, being called 'slut' by the ones who gave me this life
You don't how shallow I was realizing that we won't be together for any longer
You don't understand
I left you because I had no choice
We are too different to be as one
We were never meant for do or die
So whatever you think about me, it's okay
I deserve it, because I'm just a pathetic little coward
I'm just not brave enough to be with you
And you deserve someone better than me
Thank you for loving all these years
I love you, Donny...
