I'm too lost in you

Good morning texts
Late night phone calls
Holding hands
French kisses
Silence that isn't awkward
"How's your days?"s
Heart-to-heart talks
Very long goodbyes
All the tears and smiles
When I used to fell asleep and woke up as yours
Oh how I miss those beautiful things we've done together
All the good and the bad times we've gone through
The "I love you"s
The love and the lust

It's been quite a while now. I've been alone without physically (and maybe mentally trying)
The tears since that day and that night, I've been trying to wrap in.
Everything changes.
I change.
I'm trying to go through phase by phase.
And I think I've fallen behind

There is one thing everyday that makes me smile.
It's you.
It's still you.
It's always been you.
It is how you say my name.
It is how you tell me about your day.
It is the thing about you that makes me think that you still care.
I love everything about it, about you.

I know I'm still too lost in you, but it is my way to go through my everyday.
Thank you for still being there.

I miss you, and I hope you do too...